Where's my white rabbit?

She wishes the white rabbit would just come along and guide her all through Wonderland but she knows that's just her acedia speaking.

She could go take revenge and play cricket with the pins, but then the holes will bleed more and she'll die. Cricket isn't too satisfying anyway.

The path she's on goes straight ahead but there's all this forest growing so she can't see it all, but has to use her sense, left. At both sides it's fun and games but so much delirium it would be a waste.

As she watches the cricket game in the eye of her mind she decides she might as well play using band-aids untill something better comes along, so she won't hurt and die, as much. But the band aid's just for show it seems as she feels the holes bleeding as she watches Triumph hug her close.